Desperately Seeking order....

Ok I'm on a quest in search of THE PERFECT organizing system .... I'm drowning in school papers, schedules and appointments ... Let alone sports ... I've been researching whats worked for others and filing for me filing systems only work if I file all day long .... I wish I had a magic wand... Binders has been something else that I've seen out there... Ok I'm gonna try that ... Well I've got to try something ... The laundry is screaming at me from the floor as I write this so I best be getting back to that but I but I just had to get this down in writing to have some record of my attempts for my intentions of organizing ....

Learning to Walk Again

The best way to describe how I've been ....well it's like I been living in a fish bowl and somehow it's been dropped, shaken and stirred... The bowl is perfectly interacted but as for the content inside nothing is where it once was ... Things still waiting to settle and water still a bit cloudy and unstable ....and my bearings are still trying to figure out which way is up.... Blogging though email is not as fun as having my lap top .... My lap top finally gave up on me, so for now I must learn to accept this way. It's a new normal accept it.... Thats become my new motto .... I believe good things inspire more good things.  Every now and then I find a song that inspires me....I'm learning to walk again ....I'm learning to talk again 

Your signal in the distance
To whom it may concern
I think I lost my way
Getting good at starting over
Every time that I return

I'm learning to walk again
I believe I've waited long enough
Where do I begin?
I'm learning to talk again
Can't you see I've waited long enough

Inspired to write again 

Sent from my iPad

Take a BITE and swallow

It stunk being a kid sometimes. They always wanted me to try something new. I can't recall how many times my expression, when they placed a plate of something I never thought could be edible, was "EWWWWW!". Why did they want me to try this? "It's good for you, dear"(in a high pitched motherly voice) is the explanation I always got. But I guess if they had told me that it would give me magical super powers I would still be resisting. Sometimes I would sit for a very long time, what seemed like hours and stared wondering and hoping for a way out. But then bravely I would take my fork/spoon and carefully and slowly scoop up the tiniest bit. I knew that eyes were on me as I brought it closer to my mouth. "Yuck!" why can't we just live off mash potatoes?

My Monday Mommy Madness

One hundred pancakes, one dozen eggs, forty sausages, burnt bacon, tons off sticky syrup, five very hungry teenage boys, three little boys saying "feed me"......the wii..and one VERY Happy 15 year old birthday boy..........priceless....

Counting the Days....

Tuesday - Day 13

My body is aching ..... i have stepped up on the wieght trainin... which is making my muscles really sore... but i guess that should be a good feeling ...at least that is what i am telling myself...

Hahaha ...i am fighting off my sweet tooth which is really hard.... i love chocolate... everyday i try to like bargin with my diet but its all in vain... =( i do have a free day where i can indulge in some of my favorite yummy eats but for some reason my body isn't enjoying them as much i use to....

I feel i am in some kind of an experiment .... wait that's exactly what this is.... i have to agree i do feel much better... that cold that i was starting to get at the begin didn't last a over a day .... NICE!

My other challenge i really need to overcome is GETTING MORE SLEEP.... i am a night owl... i love staying up late ...but i'll work on it ...i just can't see myself going to bed at 9:00pm =\.....

My Mommmy Monday Madness....

...randomness

I want my cheesecake i was saving for me my free day =(....

Why can't socks pair up themselves...

Ugh r u serious? i just like washed those pants....

Who ate my cheesecake????.....

My mother-n-law said what? That this diet is making me crabby?

My cheesecake has to be in the fridge somewhere....

What??? U forgot ur book at school again???? UGH!!!!

Can't wait for thursday nite/friday morning going to girls nite out to watch New Moon and drool over Jacob Black.... ^.~ hahaha...

Where is my dang cheesecake?.....

Oh yea ...parent teacher conferences......this week

I don't think i m crabby ...... =(

I think i m really starting to like my egg whites in the morning.....

The Flax oil.... still nasty!!!!!!

I want my cheesecake!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yay ....hit my own person best on my run this weekend...... 10 min mile ....=)!!!!!!

UGH...did my mother-n-law throw out my chocolate mousse Cheesecake Factory cheesecake? =(

Alien abductions???

End of the world? 2012?

Can i go to where the wild things are?......no wait i m already there.... =/

Don't give up ...you got a reason to live........

Can someone please gimmie my freak'n cheesecake????

Awwwwww......

One thing is to have a broken arm .... but to be the one you write
with... well that really STINKS!!!!!!

One Day at a Time...

Tuesday - Day 7
Okay ...i am sitting here enjoying my delicious breakfast.. yes thank goodness i have more then the flax oil.. for breakfast every morning i have 3 egg whites with mushrooms, 2 Tblsp of lowfat cottage cheese and one piece of whole grain dry toast.... Sounds yummy right...of course it does.. well it actually is pretty filling .. but there is not much taste to it...For lunch... mmmmmhhmmm, i soo look forward to it ... a piece of grilled chicken and raw green asparagus or other green veggies and a nice small coleslaw..packed with even more veggies... yumm yumm... oh and dinner i can't forget that... Slightly steamed green veggies and some kind of meat grilled....either chicken, fish or steak.....last night i had a ground steak burger patty with a large grilled Potabela mushroom.. the veggies and a nice tall glass of water... Water yes i drink plenty of that.... getting very boring but can't leave anywhere without my bottle of water... Important!!!... oh course i have the slight indulgence of an energy bar through out the day along with a prized banana that i make sure i eat slowly and enjoy every bite.... =D

Along with this fabulous meal plan i have an exercise plan...well...that i m still tryin to work up to to..... i was doing some running before all this so i m still continuing that... i know its not much but i run a 5k three times a week and now i have a daily workout plan that i haven't really followed as well as my mean plan but i'll get there..... it's just tryin to find the time...anyway...i gotta say its been worth it so far... my hubby is excited about it and we are spending some good time together and that is what's it's all about ....well back to mill and grind =P

Conversations with Grandma

This is a conversation my 7yr old had with his grandma one day when she took him out for some errands.....

Grandma: Oh look.. there is a sign on that post ....someone lost a pet...what kind of a pet do you think it is?

Anton: hmmmm.....idk

Grandma: Well i'll give you a clue... it says WOOF WOOF....

Anton: that's easy a dog!

Grandma: Okay what if i said MEOW....

Anton: Well of course grandma that's a cat!.... But what does a fish say because you know grandma ....they could've lost their FISH!..............

Grandma: .........................................................................